Watched every moment of every day
1d 4h ago by lemmy.world/u/Impractical_Island in schizoposting@lemm.ee
My neighbors are watching me. Influencing me. They fake doing things to send me messages. Deja vu all the time. There was a man at my doctor's appointment with a dog who was there before. They're keeping tabs on me, but not really. I think it more wise if they are manipulating me so I report on it so I create a counterintelligence effect on those who cannot think for themselves. When they hear their friend is experiencing similar things I report, they dismiss it. Oh, that's the same as that crazy crackhead online, that's what he says. Thus, I say wooby wooby woo, I got a big poo poo in my bum bum, and a significant percentage of the population has shut their brains off. Magick! Basic God damn psychology/sociology when you think about it. But so few people think, which opens a can of worms. Are these people watching me genuinely doing this for this advanced reason, or are they just incompetent and can't help themselves when they mouth off about what they are doing. Are they that cocky? Am I? There's nothing I don't know, except what I don't, and I sure as fuck know what that is. Fucking idiots. I'm talking to myself now. There's no one listening. If there were they couldn't help themselves but let themselves be known, by what statistical trends say. But what about the cops. A cop will sit in his fucking state-rented apartment and watch non-stop, like a calm hound. There's no impetus to pounce. They don't NEED to make snide comments as the average idoltarer does. Is this not honesty? Am I not the most honest mother fucker you met? I squirm when you put me on the spot, but the overall story, I've put it all up, baby. There's nothing I'm hiding. I'm ready to be flayed. Do it. Do it. DO IT!!!
Pic related. I went above and beyond what Klinger did and said. I'm about to be promoted in the Illuminati, from Major to Captain.
Did I fuck up? Was I supposed to emphasize kinda sorta as the lab tech said I was supposed to I realize in hindsight? They sent me through an automated call thingamajig. That really provokes anxiety, more than just getting a call. I need to empathize more, but I need to do it in time? Like, I need time to process reality. When people are manipulating me, that triggers me. The cult/secret government reconditioning program fucked my head up. I don't know anything. I'm doing the best I can, and when I reach out, I am deceived in return. This evokes paranoia, as I can sense the tiger in the bushes stalking me. What is going on? No one will be honest with me, and I am as honest as this biological form can go. What is the next level? I'm learning, but who tf is teaching?
I feeling gunna be arrested a second time. Now the synchronicities tell me I am going to be interrogated and then I will be famous. Fuck this shit, amirite?