Darn. Well, I'll just focus on my own community for now and wait for relevant communities to exist.

So most content is just politics and memes atm?

Hey, thank you for replying.

I agree that it's faulty to think nobody cares, and I do have some who do care about me.

However, ~75% - 95% of individuals I've encountered have either ignored my dire circumstances, or even actively gone out of their way to invest their time, money, energy, etc. to harm me.

I pay a 'grocery tax' because other self-destructive shoppers at specific stores will ram their carts into me, take pictures of me, etc. I have to either order delivery, or shop at more expensive stores where I haven't experienced this extreme conduct.

I once had a bicycling accident where I had a head-on collision with another bicyclist who another bicyclist accompanied, and I had to do a safety scan of my surroundings and run away immediately since I had no way of knowing if the accompanied bicyclist would get irrationally violent and attack me. The bicyclist I accidentally hit had no safety gear while I did, and they probably died from hitting me head-on - they were unconscious on the ground. I had no way of knowing who they have r*ped, murdered, punched, shot with a gun, stabbed with a knife, fired, slashed tires of, gaslit, etc.

I've since moved out to a safer area, but I still pay a 'grocery tax'. I tried shopping at more affordable grocery stores, and then the same incident happened, so I stole some food as reparations and left a negative review on the place. I've learned that Google Maps will delete negative reviews while Yelp is more representative of the unhinged nonsense that happens, and that store was around 2.5 - 3 stars. The only other 4+ star store I could find was more expensive, and it honestly sucks that I have no other choice.

And don't get me wrong - I am trained in self-defense. I know evidence-based self-defense and used it earlier with the bicycling accident to keep myself safe. My issue isn't keeping myself safe - my issue is that I just want to get through the fucking day without anyone self-destructing on me. That's it. Nothing more, nothing less. But they won't leave me alone.

I'm out of time. Will revise this later. Realized I left our suspicious details of the bicyclists.

Hey!

After no response to any of my 3 replies, I've curated your thread comments by deleting them, then posting them in different posts so that others can more easily find them by the correct category:

Bipolar Disorder Management: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/23670219

Mental Health Treatments: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/23670228

Nutritional Support: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/23670297

Immune System & Infections: https://lemmy.blahaj.zone/post/23670301

Next time, please provide resources to the proper posts to avoid potential confusion and allow others specifically seeking them to more easily find them.