My first memory is one of my four-year-old self hearing a voice in my head say "Huh, this must be that self-talk Mom was telling me about. That's neat."

Kinda spotty since then. I barely remember anything else prior to 5th grade.

I've had a voice babbling away in my head since I was four. Most of the time it says the stupidest stuff and then calls itself stupid for saying that stuff

There was this one time as a teenager I meditated so hard I somehow shut off my inner monologue and got to experience my thoughts directly, at least until I realized what I was seeing and got excited enough to disrupt the precarious meditative state that got me there. Never managed to replicate it since then.

Sorry, here's a better crop