I’m still new to being goth it’s been a few weeks and I’ve learned a lot. I like the music, I’ve participated in the fashion and makeup too. My only issue now is that I don’t have any goth friends minus one online friend who’s across the country.

I have a semi-local place that has a goth night once a month, next month it’s May 13th.

I’ve never been to a club and they allow people under 21, and I’m 20 so I’m not allowed to drink nor do I really want to drink.

I figure it’s a lot of just dancing and listening to the music, but I have a hard time seeing myself being very allocated to the idea of dancing near strangers. I know that other people probably don’t care, but I’d be more embarrassed internally rather than externally because I don’t know anything about the types of dancing that would happen.

Is there things I should be prepare myself for for going to a club.

I want to make friends or at least one friend

I’m sorta awkward. My awkwardness is randomly generated. Sometimes I’m like a normal guy and other times I’m very off to the side and more self isolating. I’m always afraid of saying the wrong thing because sometimes I just talk and keep talking which makes certain people uncomfortable.

And for clarification. I do want to go to this club and I want to participate in the music events that they have that are for goth people, even tho I’m awkward about the clubbing space. I think it’d be fun with friends but alas the lack of friends makes it difficult.